Well...here it goes....I think Im so excited about being 189 lbs...That I'm afriad that I could care less if I ever eat again. I been sick the last few weeks so I know I am not getting my protein(which u can tell cause my hair is sooo thin) When I ate yesterday..only thing I could manage to take in was 1/4 of my yogart. I feel as if I just has the surgery done again. So I need help on how to get back to where I was before I got this crap(sickness). I am also worried that subconciously(mispelled Im sure) that I may want to go to the other extreme..meaning not eating and if I do make myself sick. Kinda like a bulimic person..I havent made my self sick on purpose yet but I do enjoy losing the weight quickly. I know I need to change this thinking before it gets out of hand. Any suggestions? Or do we all go thru this at one point in time?
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