I am almost 2 months post op, I have lost 54 pounds. I had complications after my 1st surgery so I had to go in for a 2nd surgery and I developed pnemonia. So I cannot figure out why I would start self destructing now. After going thru all of that why would I even consider doing that to myself. In the past week, on three different occasions, I have overeaten to the point where I am in pain and I feel like I am going to throw up. It is like I have to take that last bite and it just fills me up. I think I am just so desperate to be normal again. How do I make myself realize that I am not normal. I cannot eat like other people and should not expect to. Has anyone else experienced this feeling before?
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