I knew that having the gastric bypass was going to be life changing it was going to be a big difference from my former life of binge eating and eating things that was not so healthy for myself. Is it such a life change most definitely and it has brought me to a great stage of depression. I made the worst decision in my life and I don't know how to over come my depression or how to make things better. Now I realize that this operation is truely not for every one and sure not for me but me being selfish and taking this operation as a get skinny fast method sure kicked me in the ass. What I feeling in my depression 1st my start weight was 298 and now I'm going on my 4th week and I lost over 50 pounds sounds nice but now it's hard for me to eat, keeping hydrated, walking is a very big challenge I bcant walk more than 2 blocks with out losing my breath and the dizziness the vomiting I feel like crap and wish to be normal again. I don't really miss the food I really miss soda orange fanta and ice cold coke. I don't know what to do but every day my depression gets worst and I fear for my life and fear for the worst what should I do? I'm desperate.
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