I just don't feel that I have my partners support. Yeasterday we had a fight about the surgery. He said its to harsh and doesn't think I can do. He said he rather be dead then to put hisself through that. Its hard, I'm still going through it for me. I'm ready. I see the surgon on Aril 1. I'm thinking he's worried when I get healthty, that i will be able to do more things than him and leave him back. I'm hoping he will change, but if he doesn't he will have to deal with it. I want to be here to see my son out of prison, in 19 years. I need this chance and I' m going to take it. I wish he would join me, but I've been on my own before. I can do it. I love him very much. Thanks for being here. Carol
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