Yep my big ideas about that dry wall, got me into a little trouble. I not only damaged that dry wall (hubby isn't angry about it), but I managed to fracture my little finger. The good news is it's not dislocated-just fractured. So, I just want to reenterate, that I not only learned a valuable lesson about control issues, but I also have to realize I'm not that 410lb woman any more. This time it cost me my little finger getting fractured. My wakeup call for sure. I'm not miss big and strong like I truly felt I was at my most largest weight. I must be more daintier and take good care of this smaller me,before I really do some major damage with the old train of thought that I still carried with me. I told the Dr. that most of my married life I was morbidly obese, and it is hard to switch gears sometimes from that Big woman's train of thought.My mind hasn't caught up with the lesser me yet and adapting takes in a whole lot more things that I took for granted before all those weight losses than I realized it involves. I sometimes felt invincible before with my substantial self. Making myself realize this part of me will take some getting used to and practice.Can a leopard change it's spots?
Posts You May Be Interested In