Before my surgery all of my "friends" were so excited for me and the begining of a my new life but even when I was in the hospital, nobody called or came to see me. It hasn't changed since I've been home from the hospital. Could it be me that is pushing people away? (I dont feel that I am) Or is it that people are extremly jealous? It sucks going through this alone! Has anybody else gone through this? How did you get through it?
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