Knowing the my surgery is coming up (not until march of 2010) has made me food crazy. I talk myself into eating just because i know that i will not be able to eat this way after the surgery. I feel like im setting myself up for failure already. When i should be trying to teach myself to cut back, i find myself rummaging through the cupboards for food. Or driving to the nearset drive through to indulge. It's so sick... knowing a year in advance was the worst thing that could oh happend. :(
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