I am two days out from gbs and I feel like I am losing my mind with worry and anxiety. Excited about the surgery, but fear of the procedure. Sleepless nights...just thinking of all of the ramifications. I am at work and all I can think about is Thursday. Can't share with anyone here because no one knows, not even my family, save for hubster. Just didn't want to deal with the naysayers and answering a bunch of questions when I am already losing my own mind. Didn't want my family to worry about me, as I know that they would. I will disclose once the procedure is over and I am recovering. Any suggestions would be greatly appreciated. Thanks for reading my rant.
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