I've been through this so much with so many people I'm sick of myself. 42, BMI 46 @270lbs. I know all the info on the benefits and info but keep going back to "all" I have to do is drop 80lbs to get back to where I will be happy. Can't I do it myself? Keep thinking I'm so psychologically afraid I should cancel because it won't go well with my negative attitude? My psychologists and all of you keep encouraging me that I'm making the right decision, but it sees so unnatural? On this board many of you speak of complications and depression post-surgery... I'm freaking out. Feel like I should be getting to a place where they wheel me in and I say "let's do this" but I don't seem to be brave or certain at all. HELP.
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