Well my surgeon did an endoscopy on me yesterday because of my not being able to eat (no appetite what so ever, nothing tastes good, and when I am able to eat a nibble or two I feel naustead afterward). Though I did not see or talk to him afterward becasue I was still in la la land, he did talk to my fiance and was very disturbed by the findings. I have a good sized ulcer on my pouch at the surgery site. He believes that is the reason for all of my problems. He has started me on three medications...two of which are antibiotics: amoxicillin and clarithromycin and carafate to coat my stomach. Ugh..they are all liquids of course, and none taste good of course. The carafate is 4 times a day and the other two are just about as bad. But I will do whatever I have to do to get better and hopefully have my appetite and taste back once again!! I am down to 145 and really dont want to lose anymore. I wanna get my energy back and start exercising and firming myself up a lil bit. I hope and pray that all of this icky medicine does the trick for me! I would so love to enjoy eating ANYTHING again, even if it is just a bite! Thanks to everyone again for thier kindness, love and support throughout these past few months!
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