Does anyone here that has had gastric bypass surgery also suffer from bipolar disorder? I specifially suffer from rapid cycling bipolar disorder and I'm getting wore down by it. The doctor just decreased my Geodon to 40 mg. and added Depakote Sprinkles 500 mg. daily and I can't seem to hit a balance where I feel okay. I'm feeling okay in the daytimes, then at night I either feel angry, or I feel good, then at night I go into a depressive dip and I'm so wore down and I'm pulling out all the coping skills I've got in me to deal with this and I'm coming up high and dry now and losing hope that this will ever level out. I'm getting a pre-op place emotionally of just wanting to give up, though I'm not suicidal at all. I just want this roller coaster of moods to stop. I want to feel okay and I don't. And I'm tired of it. I'm wore down and feel so very alone. :(
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