Hi everyone! I don't post alot of questions, but I read all of yours, it's all so helpful. 5/14 is my big day and sometimes I feel so angry that it's come to this.. I know this is the best thing for me I've been up and down my whole life. I'm now at my heaviest 255, I just feel like why can't I enjoy food like everyone else, why do I have to be punished and go through this. Through this whole process, (started 2/8) I feel like I just glided through not really thinking about it, but now it's here and I'm scarred to give up the one thing I'm good at EATING! I don't want to come home next week with all of this anger and pitty! Oh and did I mention I don't have the most supportive husband, hes making this all about him and how he doesn't want to here me compaining when I can't eat, oh and how I'm going to leave when I get down to a certain size! UGH! Sorry I'm dragging this out I just need to vent, or EAT! Can't do that I'm on all liquids. Thanks for listening
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