IVE JUST RELAPSED AGAIN AND I FEEL QUITE ASHAMED AND DISAPIONTED AS IS MY PARTNER,WE NEARLY SPLIT UP OVER MY GAMBLING AND YET I WENT AND DONE IT AGAIN... AM I REALLY THAT STUPID TO RISK EVERYTHING I LOVE FOR A POKER MACHINE???????ITS NOT JUST THE GAMBLING OR THE MONEY ,ITS THE NEXT DAY-THE GAMBLING HANGOVER- I FEEL SO SICK IN MY TUMMY,I JUST WANT THIS MADNESS TO STOP,I AM SEEING A COUNCILLOR NOW WHICH HELPS A LITTLE BUT THE DEPRESSION AND EVERYTHING THAT GOES WITH GAMBLING SUCK!!!!!!!I FEEL SO EMPTY AND LONLEY!!!!! IM BACK TO DAY ONE,,,WHY DO I RISK EVERYTHING FOR SOMETHING THAT MAKES ME FEEL SO BAD??????????????
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