i guess you could say i am a binge gambler...i dont feel the need to gamble constant but when i start watch out...the casinos and bar machines really dont affect me much but the online gambling is impossible for me to resist. over the past 4 years i had 2 runs with online gambling that set my hubby and me back about 5000.00 total. not a huge amount of money but enough to put my marriage in a bad place. My hubby said if it happened again he was gonna call the police or leave me. i swore i would never do that again..well 3 weeks ago i did...i just could not help it..i was up and then lost it and tried to play catch up and now i put us 1800.00 in the hole..credit card companies are calling due to the online casino charges etc...my hubby comes back from a business trip tomorrow and i was gonna tell him then...but i woke up this morning vomiting cause of this...so i called his hotel and left a message telling him about what i did. now i wait to see where my future stands...I cant expect him to trust and respect me if i cant trust and respect myself...I am so scared he is gonna leave me...
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