Hi everyone, well here goes, i've been gambling for 2 yrs. now and i think the worst feeling besides the finacial problems has been losing myself, I haven't been myself for awhile and it has effected my life in such a negative way, i need me back for myself and for my family.I used to have things together, and i've lost control, something i've always took pride in regardless of a rough upbringing through being a ward of the court, i've always said i am who i am today because of those experiences and still do, not knowing what to do or gain control back is the worst feeling but i don't suspect that it had anything to do with that but not knowing is a downer, i hope this hits home with some of you and i'd like to discuss gambling further to get a little more understanding. thnx
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