Hi all, so last night I went to Redding, a town about an hour away. I used to only go there to gamble. Surprisingly, I didn't feel any of those tugging urges. Then on the way home we go back right by the other casino and I actually wanted to stop. Wanna know why? And this is the stupid part. Every year since that casino opened I've always went there for my birthday, so at midnight it would be my birthday. I gave my partner my player's club card the week after I last gambled, so I was like let's just go and I will just watch you play with my card. After midnight it would display "Happy Birthday Estel". Well of course after really thinking about it, plus my sister & my partner were both like "do you really think that's a good idea?". We didn't stop, but I really wanted to. I thought about all of you here and thought -I do not want to be in the belly of the beast. Thanks to all of you, my online family. You're the best! Love ya all ~atticus
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