so I decided as of 9/01/11 I would stop gambling meaning not step foot into a casino. I have been doing pretty well especially with this site and also talking to friends on here which have helped me but today I am irritated it seems like every time I decide to stay away someone or something continues to make me want to go for example my friend is now flaunting in my face a big win he had last night and that now he wants to go again tonight he knows that I don't want to gamble anymore and he's telling me this story. I am not going to go and don't want to go but it just irritates me that now I am thinking about it again. To be honest I don't even believe him I feel like he is doing it on purpose and I don't want to tell him not to tell me about it because I don't want him to think jealous but it's just annoying. I haven't lost everything to gambling just credit cards that have big balances which are due to gambling and now I want to just pay them off and not gamble at all anymore but it almost seems impossible with these thoughts
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