I promised myself along time ago that I was going to quit gambling and as of yesterday I have made that promise to myself once again. I am not sure what I need right now other than the support of people dealing with the same addictive behaviour. I am so angry with myself for all the money and time wasted. But being angry doesn't help. I need to start fresh with things in place to help me get through this. I have to pick myself up and move forward. I need someone to share my ordeals and hopefully triumphs with. Over a year ago I did go to a GA meeting. However, I know the person that chairs the meeting and do not wish to attend these meetings. Thank you for listening.
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