Short and sweet, started playing those pokie machines for fun then got into it a bit more, I think my life was empty and vulnerable. Last few weeks been in every night, had a few big wins but lost it just as fast, it doesnt seem to be the money that matters, its more like im getting a buzz out of throwing my savings away and just sitting on those dumb machines for the hell of it, but for the hell of WHAT???? I cant understand whats happening to me, Ive always been careful with money and I am not well off enough to waste it.Can anyone help me understand whats happened?why are we craving this bullshit??
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