i gamble to fill a void in my life would you believe i have 9 kids all together with hubbys first and lots of grands but no life outside of home soooo i hit the internet waves to fill the voids in my life constant problems in my life keeps me coming back for more makin matters worse.i think the exiciment of winning makes me smile when nothing else does cause everyday is like yesterday same same same cant get hubby to do things with me he just wants to sit around.ive asked him if we could move for something new in our lives and also to get away from kids which keep me down with there constant problems but he doesnt want to he is just set in his small boring life and doesnt want changes..point is where do i find exiciment online gambling! i tryed to quit but i sit in evenings and hubby glued to tv 1 kid on phone other watchin tv and i have nothing..ohh i could go and clean up there messes or clean yard that they wont do or go next door and listen to grands fighting oh thrill oh joyy oh blisss huh.soooo this is why i gamble and i know it i want to quittt soooo badddd!!!!!!!(yes i have talked to hubby about how i feel he just says uh hu)i dont think he knows how seriousley depressed i am not about the gambling but my boring life.had bad thoughts lately soo glad they cant read my mind! :0(((((
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