t back to Atlantic City had no intention of going but temptation caught me in a bad spot and the next thing I know I am headed for the casino. I don't know what I am going to do this is serious I ended up going Friday night and staying until Sunday night, no food, no sleep, nothing but gambling. Actually by Sunday I was so out of my head I am not sure what happened. I was already in debt up to my eyeballs now it is defiantly way over my head. I don't know what happened I was fine one minute then the next just out of control. My body/mind is still recovering from the binge honestly the only reason I quite when I did was that I could not get any more money from the credit card. Passed out as soon as I left the place, totally out of control and exhausted.
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