I have chosen to quit gambling. I feel great about my decision however am of course very depressed about the financial mess I am in and the disloyalty to my husband. We discussed my addiction over a year ago at which time I felt the same as I do now and promised to quit. My husband was very supportive and told me that we would get through it. I did not quit as I promised, hence the mess and heartache I am suffering today. I have not talked to my husband again about my problem because of the shame and I am falling apart at the seams and just don't know how to bring it up. My emotions are out of control and I feel very depressed. I know that I have to look after myself and begin thinking positive thoughts. I have started to make a list of leisurely low cost things that I can do to try and take my mind off this nightmare. Any advice would be much appreciated.
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