I am a single dad who has a major gambling problem and just writting this makes me feel better..I hate the lack of control and at times think death is the only way to end it...my daughter keeps me from seeking that answer so I am here to find another out..I been gambling uncortollabley now for years almost died in a motorcylce accident after spending all day at the casino...now I have a broke neck I am in pain all the time and lost movement ..I know my gambling prblem is why this happened I am also always broke guggling bills tring to get by week to week..and when ever I get alittle ahead bam I go to casino and losse it plus some...I went to gambling anommous once they kept pushing god...maybe its the answer but I been a good person for 48 years and god has never gave me a break yet...I know religous people that tell me all the thing I had happen to me are test from god and after they hear how many test I have they even say enough is enough...I am not here for pitty I know there are ppl worse then me...I am here to ask yous for help or point me in its direction thank you.
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