ok i'm now 95 days free from gambling, i lost alot, car was one of them, i now have money again and i realy want a car as i need it for my medical needs, here is my fear, whats to stop me from going back to the pokies once i have a car, i still think about going for the excitment, and just to get out of the place, but getting to my doctors appointments is getting me down as either i catch a bus and get stuck there for a full day or, and these resourses are runing thin, find a lift, i so want a car but i,m scared of what i might go and do for i dont want to lose everything again, i cant trust myself i'm not sure whats the best for me right now if anyone have a suggestion i'm greatful thanks for reading this
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