Hi My name is Gina and I am a compulsive gambler. I have had a gambling addiction since 1994. As of today it is much worse . Today i am going to start working on the 12 steps I believe this is the only way that I can put my addiction where it belongs in the back of me and not in the front of me. I messed up real big yesterday I spent over 1700.00 of my hard earned money. I have nothing left. I have bad credit and I need to take baby steps in order to be able to stop. I have always admitted to Step 1 as of Today I will be on Step 2 , I probably should have done step 2 a while ago and I would have been better off but I can not beat my self up any longer . Today I am practicing Step 2. I am going to ask Lord Jesus for some help because I can not do this on my own. I have tried and it does not work. If any would like to add me as their friend please do I can use a lot of help.
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