I am 49 years old married to a wonderful man for 24 years I have 4 children 2 girls 2 boys I also have 6 grand daughters 5 living and one with wings my oldest daughter died 4 months ago leaving us to raise her four daughters I have been having a really hard time right now I just keep feeling guilty due to some of my thoughts and feelings my daughter Jessi was not just my daughter she was my best friend my partner in crime my shoulder to cry on I love her so much my chest feels like its going to explode there are days just getting through the day breathing is all I can manage I had people promise to help with the kids that had slowed down or stopped like today we had to empty the cabinets due to finding some bugs and I get the exterminate and today I was expected to watch the girls and clean cabinets and put everything away I am just feeling so angry sad (which does not even begin to drscripe how I feel) guilty when I lay in bed I feel mad at my self and then I feel even more guilty and hate myself more I just some times I
Hello from Sue, (formerly Katerina7, now RedAdmiral17. Hoping to find old friends and new on here. I've missed everyone!
Hello beautiful moms!!! Wanted to let y'all know that in addition to the book swap, we'll also be giving everyone (who hasn't already) an opportunity to add a page to one of our FMO scrapbooks! Please limit one page (front and back OK) per child being remembered. Please complete your page(s) prior to the retreat and bring them with you to be added to the others. Pages must fit into a 12 x 12...