I am 49 years old married to a wonderful man for 24 years I have 4 children 2 girls 2 boys I also have 6 grand daughters 5 living and one with wings my oldest daughter died 4 months ago leaving us to raise her four daughters I have been having a really hard time right now I just keep feeling guilty due to some of my thoughts and feelings my daughter Jessi was not just my daughter she was my best friend my partner in crime my shoulder to cry on I love her so much my chest feels like its going to explode there are days just getting through the day breathing is all I can manage I had people promise to help with the kids that had slowed down or stopped like today we had to empty the cabinets due to finding some bugs and I get the exterminate and today I was expected to watch the girls and clean cabinets and put everything away I am just feeling so angry sad (which does not even begin to drscripe how I feel) guilty when I lay in bed I feel mad at my self and then I feel even more guilty and hate myself more I just some times I
I have some VERY exciting news to share with you!!! I have received a message from our event coordinator at The Gaylord saying they are upgrading all standard rooms to atrium rooms!! And they are gifting us with a hospitality parlor where we can hang out, talk, drink a little wine, etc. And, they are putting all of us in the Cascades, which is where the waterfall is, and is my favorite place to...
Good Morning,My fingers and brain messed up on todays list, sorry about that.09/04(A) Eddie KandL-Linda http://www.dailystrength.org/people/437564Love you all