Tomorrow is Brandon's birthday, he would have been 12. My plans are to get him some balloons to leave at his grave. Then we are going to have a picnic, during which I plan to give my son Kevin, Brandon birthday presents. I figured since I can't give any to Brandon, he would want them to go to his brother. Then I am going to get a tattoo of Brandon's favorite butterfly, a tiger swallow tail. And then we are going to go see the movie my son was so excited to see Wall-e. I don't think we are going to do a cake, I don't really feel like celebrating, it's more about just trying to remember and honor my son. Maybe next year I will feel more like celebrating it. I'm not sure... this was the happiest day of my life, and now it's going to be one of the saddest since I won't be with him.
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