I lost my 18 yr old daughter jan 30 2008 and just don't know how to go on for my 2 boys 9 and 15 i go through each day pretending to be ok while my heart and brain feel like they will explode. I have lost both my parents and know she is with them but this pain is unbearable and as silly as this sounds i need a hug from my mommy who is hugging my daughter. It seems so unfair to have gone through the years of fighting puberty to have her taken from me at the time she was becoming my adult friend daughter. i am angry and hurt and even though each day feels like an eternity i feel like it was just last nite they came to tell me. the only good times i have are when i convince myself she has moved out-which is what she was doing her and her friend had come to get some stuff to move in together-how do i allow my brain to wrap around this.
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