zayden was born on june 14 08 and died on july 21 08. he spent his entire life in the hospital. my husband and I watched him suffer for 5 weeks and then pass. I held him while he was passing and saw him gasp for his last breathe. I don't know what to do. its been a little over a month and I feel like it just happened. I am on zoloft and xanax, but I went to the mental health office today, and they told me those meds would only numb me and not allow me to grieve. I think they are right but I don't know how to function anymore. I am so anxious I am puking and unable to eat or sleep. I need someone to make this stop....I need to cry. can someone help?
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