I have been feeling angry all of the sudden not really angry but mad at my Josh for leaving me here all by myself.I had josh when I was 17 years old his father never did anything for us I did it by myself for 11 years and I feel that he was all I had and now I have nothing to call my own.Yes I'm married and have stepdaughters but it's not the same. my father died when I was 7 years old(barely remember him)my mother died on Thanksgiving in 98(miss her too),my oldest brother died 5 years ago is this selfish???? I know it's not about me.I just look at so many people with families and it's like smack!!! I have no one.Please does anyone feel this way or is it just me? Please don't misunderstand I think god everyday for what i do have.
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