Okay so I have been "sober" in my sex addiction for two weeks now. This is not the longest I have ever gone, but if I stay on this path for a little longer it will be. It is weird. I am relieved and yet not. I feel like being a whore(sorry about language) has been my idnetity for fourteen years, and I am 25. That's a long time. I am having withdraws, and it is hard to concentrate on the fact that I am longer putting myself at risk in so many ways, when my only way of feeling worth is gone.
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