I don't know what to do, for a long time i was doing real good. But then I stopped going to therapy b/c i taking a week off and didnt want any distractions. Now I'm fully back into my addiction and I hate myself every time I succumb to my weakness and I feel so lost. I just dont know what I can do, b/c when I'm with my wife I have no desire to chat or look at porn, but as soon as shes gone, the impulses kick in and i feel powerless against my addiction. I'm so sad at this point, and I'm wondering if I can ever go on with my life w/o doing it or feeling powerless against it. I ask for all your prayers, b/c I'm seriously struggling again.
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