I am feeling quite helpless. My mom, whom has struggled with eating disorders her entire life, and whom I have had a very trying relationship with, chose to raid my room when I was away today. In my room, I had had wrappers stashed about from previous binge sessions. I hurt that she went through my room, because it made me feel that she does not trust me... which I voiced and was heard. What affected me the most, was the amount of deep shame that I felt. I do not want to be this way. I do not have control over my relationship with food. I am disgusted with all I have gone thorugh in order to obtain food, and in the amounts in which I consume. I do not want to be this way. I do not know how to help myself... even talking to my therapist doesn't help because though incredible, he doesn't specialize in this sort of thing.
I have been sober for a little over 8 months. I thought I was getting over my anxiety and thought loops then out of the blue they both came back and severely. Has anyone else had or is experiencing this? I need some coping skills. Thanks in advance.
when someone likes anything on DS there is no way to know who liked it and what the heck good is it to have a like button that nobody knows who has submitted their like?we used to get notifications when someone liked something we wrote or put into our journals....and I think before we could hover over the like button with 3 likes and see who had put that they liked our post or journal or...