Went out with the family tonight to a pizza place. I really hardly ate today as I wanted to enjoy the pizza. The orders were muddled up and I got the wrong one and just couldn't eat it. But my pizza was the last to come through and I just got so annoyed and upset at being expected to smile and accept the wrong pizza. So I showed my annoyance and told the waiter but the family told me not to make a fuss about nothing. But I know from past experience that when it happens to them all hell breaks loose and everyone has to sympathsize with them. Me, I just get told to have a dessert and forget about it. Now I am sitting here feeling upset and really fed up but surely I should be over it now? Its after upsets like this that I want to binge - do I want to take it out on food, hurt myself or annoy my family - wish I knew. Please somebody tell me what is wrong with me orf tell me how you cope! Think I will go to bed now just so I don't binge, maybe I will feel better in the morning.
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