*sigh* so yet again another night has come and i just finished off a 4 course meal of junk in my bathroom. i know i shouldn't, and i am aware when it starts, i just can stop it, my body moves of its own acord, and all of a sudden i'm stuffed with candy bar wrappers all around me. i'm going to counciling and we're working through some really tough stuff, and because of that my binges are getting worse, so much worse. i have put on at least 5 pounds in a week... i'm so tired of trying i just want to give up and come to terms with the fact that i will be fat for the rest of my life, and i will never get over it. but i can't do that i have to try... i have to win. sorry just needed to whine
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