I think I mentioned this before, but in case I didn't.. I was doing Weight Watchers in 04 and 05 and I lost 75 lbs... Well in Sept of 05 my boyfriend passed away unexpectedly and basically in 06, and part of this year, I have put on about 65 of those pounds.. My body hurts!!! My knee is so swollen right now because I walked up 3 flights of stairs (I've had knee problems since I was a kid) not to mention I was completely out of breath!!! I want to lose the weight but whenever I get around my fave foods (usually sweets) It is aweful. I miss my boyfriend immensly but eating is not going to change things.. Thankfully I get many signs from him that he is still very much with me... but I hurt, mentally, physically and spiritually.. This is such a painful addiction... Any words of advice?
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