My Names Laura. Im 20 years old. I've been struggling with my weight as far back as i can remember. My Weight makes me so ashamed its preventing me from living a normal life, like enrolling in college and getting a good job. I weigh 275 pounds. I been on weight watchers, three times it works for awhile but then I gain the weight back plus some. I dont remember a time when i weighed less than 220. I dont have the funds to get weight loss surgery or anything of that nature done. I have no insurance. I know my weights going to kill me, I wake up everyday thinking this might be my last. I have no energy, its hard to get up and look in the mirror. I am extremely addicted to food it seems at times its all i think about. I dont know if i ever had control of my own life. I been through the tournment of being teased i actually had people callig my house just to call me a fat. I remember a time when i would just cry myself to sleep i hated school growing up it was the worst for me. When I was about 13 i would just stay in my room and pray asking God to just take me so i didnt have to live through the horrible things that people would do. All those things have affected my life for so long and i am ready to just move on. I was just wondering If theres any advice someone could offer me. It would be greatly apperciated.
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