I had a terrible binge tonight. I feel so disgusted with myself and feel like I am totally alone in this crazy world where food is my ultimate enemy and yet also my best friend. I am too embarassed to even recount everything I just ate, because I am afraid that no one else has ever had a binge like mine. I feel like even among the safety of others who have an eating disorder or who also binge, that people would be shocked and disgusted by me. Anyone else feel like that? maybe I'm not as alone as I fear-
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