I'm told that once someone stops being a binger they are succeptable to putting that behavior into some other activity such as excessive drinking or sex. I didn't binge today but I am having a severe panic attack. I feel like a zombie walking around. I'm drinking cranberry and vodka, hoping it will help. I already tried my medicine earlier, didn't help much. I'm scared. I'm scared that if I stop binging I'll do some other distructive behavior, like excessive drinking. I already have an addictive personality. I don't know what to do. I've already talked about my anxiety in the anxiety forum but short version is it is getting in the way of my school work and jeapordizing my future career. So I'm drinking because i don't know how to deal and no one is here to help me. Everyone is too far. I hate this. I'm glad I'm transferring home. I hope that way I won't be so lonely anymore.
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