hi I am new to all of this and joined because you all seem to be supportive of each other. I have felt alone about my ED all my life. I thought I was a freak. I want to have control in my life instead of feeling so powerless and ashamed all the time, but at the same time I am scared of what that will mean for me in terms of having some way to cope with the anxiety that I feel every day.Food has been my comfort, my friend and my enemy for as long as I can remember. What do you do in place of eating when you feel so anxious that you can't stand it? Does anyone understand where I am coming from or is this just me?
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