im 17 and have been a compulsive eater for yrs... i really hope that this site helps me.. im actually called the "human garbage disposal" bc of how much i eat.. i can nv seem to stop.. ill eat for 2-3 hrs until my stomach is bulging, i feel like vomiting, and can barely breathe. i do this every other day probably.. after i do i feel so awful and try exercising or not eating at all.. until the next mometn of weakness.. i need help! my paretns always buy massive amounts of food that i end up eating by myself.. ive talked to them about my problem but they dont seem to care.. i need to strengthen my will power but dont kno how.. ill tell myself ill try hard not to but 15 mins later im eating cookies and chips.. i wish i cud control myself.. i feel so fat and disgusting every time i look in a mirror.. i dont think ive ever been able to be happy w/ what i c.. i just finished eating a massive amount and then found this site.. as im typing i feel nauseus and can barely breathe. im just looking for some guideance and support
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