I ate well at breakfast and I'm just heading off to the gym. I likely won't have time to post again today as I am working a double shift. I'm sure my eating will go fine due to the fact that I will be busy all day.
Hope everyone has a good day!
Hang in there Jillian - your day may turn out better than you think. Think positive!!!!

Hang in there Jillian and I know what you mean about the lunchroom at school. I had apple oatmeal for breakfast right now and that was normal but I have a Spanish exam right after lunch and am worried that I shall pig out because I'll be stressed... Don't worry, you can do it. We're all in this together.

Oatmeal and coffee for breakfast followed by a one hour bike ride.
Lean Cuisine mac and cheese for lunch (290 cal)
Jillian, hope you were strong at work. Know we are all with you.

I have eaten well so far but I am having some bad urges so I'm right there with you jillian! Hopefully I can make it through the day. I will have to keep out of the lunchroom too at snacktime with my 3 year olds. On the upside, I went to the gym this morning and got uber sweaty! :)

Had some cashews for afternoon snack and a three crackers while fixing dinner.
Some veges (cauliflower, carrots and broccoli mixed) with melted cheese and some frozen fries fixed in the oven for dinner. Oh and a glass of milk.

choir practice tonight, so I won't really be around food.

Thanks girls for your thoughts/encouragement, really. I'm glad we're actually reading each other's posts. It means a lot to me.

Thankfully there was nothing on the table today and after a cup of tea, I felt settled and ate normal the rest of the day (so far).
B- cereal/tea. then those few stupid crackers with PB
L - salad and apple, tea
SN - pria bar
D - to come

90 min at gym with a post-work out drink

:) feeling back to normal

Everyone seems to be eating really healthily! Good on you! I've been fine today; high protein crepe for breakfast, fibre cracker things with ham and cheese for lunch, home made chicken curry for dinner (no rice), water and lots of diet coke! And swimming in the morning.

Today was my first good (kinda) day for the whole week, I went to bed feeling pretty proud of myself:

B - porridge
Sn - kiwifruit + yoghurt
L - toasted veg sandwich + coleslaw
Sn - apple + banana
D - Veg soup + slice toast
Sn - 2 lite choc chip cookies

After binging and feeling disgusting all week I woke up still a little bit bloated today but positive.

I am going to my first OA meeting tonight.

Am just starting to pull myself out of a really big hole that I fell into this week, but it doesn't seem so deep when I read all the support and encouragement from everyone here.

Okay... I am extremely embarrassed to be posting up just how BAD my binging was today but I feel as if my problem shall NEVER get better if I don't start being honest w/myself and the first part of that is admitting it to others and myself. I used to deny things i ate pretending that that way it didn't hurt me and case is that it still obviously does...

It was only yesterday that I really made the decision to get a grip on my life and get it all started out by joining this forum so today I just told myself to try and avoid binging on fluids as I kept doing it on water and it hurt... proud to say that at least that didn't happen so I don't feel as disgusted. However, still feel pretty horrified about the food.

Br - oatmeal
Lunch - turkey, corn, green vegetables, doughnut
Snacks (yeah, bad!) - 4 pears (okay, so I attempted to be healthy when they first came in), then I had a huge blueberry muffin, 2 snickers bars and 2 milky way bars...

I feel like a pig!

BREAK: V8, sf/ff/Mocha/Irish Cream/Coffee latte
SNACK: string cheese
LUNCH: chili, cuke, grape tomatoes
SNACK: sf jello pudding cup
DINNER: chili, broc
SNACK: NSA fudge pops, 1/2 OFOM, 3T skim

Tomorrow is the 26ththat means it is weigh in morning!!!