i want so badly to get control over food. why is it such an issue for me? my husband could care less what he eats...but for me its the focal point of my whole day. i feel so ashamed when i eat things that i know are counter-productive to weightloss, but i am powerless to stop myself. the pizza is in control...not me. i have no problem getting to the gym, that's easy. but how am i supposed to lose weight (at about 235 right now) if i'm eating everything i see. the sad part is i know better. i've spent my whole life fighting this. had control for about 10 years but now i'm right back where i started from. i'm so tired of struggling and wish i could have just one day free from obsession.
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