Not to be a whiner. But I know I cant tell anybody else these things and I just need somebody who might understand. My sister is getting married Saturday. I am so ashamed to meet her new family weighing more than 300 pounds. Nobody can even see my personality through all this. I cant stand the thought of walking down the iasle so all those people can stare. I dont wanna be the center of attention. I dont want to be the big freakishly huge sister. But I already am. I belong to a lot of groups on here, panic, anxiety, depression, the weight ones. and all those problems are going to meet on saturday. I will, but I really dont even want to go.
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