I am feeling really bad right now. All I want to do is eat. I feel like I want to cry. Depriving myself of food makes me so upset b/c i feel like food=fun and if i cant eat then i'm not having fun. My dad keeps asking me if I'm going to eat and I'm like no. No one understands why I cant eat. Well for one, I'm fasting...for a spiritual reason...not to lose weight....but two, I cant stop myself when I start eating. I dont have that kinda control. I just need some support :( please someone help me out...i think im about to cry!!!
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