so I am new here and I need help. I feel like my heart is splintered into tiny pieces because of this eating disorder. I had anorexia for a long time and now all I do is binge eat. sometimes I purge but mostly I stuff myself. I have tried treatment centers, counceling, nutritionist, medication. I feel like I am going insane and will end up in a mental hospital for the rest of my life because of this. I have been having severe panic attacks too. I have just totally lost myself. I feel like a monster. I guess I just need someone to hear my pain and tell me if there is any way that I can get out of this. has any one else been here and gotten out? how? please someone help me!
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