I just had a terrible binge/purge that I still feel sick from so I am pretty low right now...just came off of 8 days without binging which is good for me. But anyways, I called my mother the other night to tell her about this website and how it's cool because I can talk to people who aren't judging me and who actually understand this bizarre binge mode that we go into. The first words out of her mouth "O lauren u better be careful who reads this, this could affect your future, people might not want to higher u for careers if they know about this" i just about lost it...the one thing that sort of makes me feel a little better is venting on here and she doesnt know i purge but even if i didnt....IT STILL IS UNHEALTHY AND A PSYCH. DISORDER!!! frankly i think she knows i throw up because i am 5'8" and 150 lbs which is sort of average and for my binging habits i should weigh a lot more. and then every time i tell her about my ridiculous intakes of food she claims it is because i am a vegetarian and don't get enough protein...or i just "need to drink green tea" i have tried both of these things and they don't help and i guess i just feel like my own mother doesn't support me at all...and it's so frustrating...anyone else have people in their lives holding them back :(
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