I'm new to blogging, Ive always been so ashamed of my eating disorder that i was to afraid to join anything. Now its such a huge part of my life that I'm sadly accustomed to it. Most of the time I am so uncomfortable with myself I cant leave my house. I'm twenty and I live at home and I have a wonderful boyfriend whom I cant even let touch me (well atleast on my bad days). :-/ I dont know what to do with myself. When you've lied to yourself so many times, how can you have faith in getting better?
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