hi i obsesse about sweet treats and it will not go away til i eat them...the last month or so i have gained 20 of the 70 i lost because i must eat. it feels involuntary and i resist all day and evening just to wake up and walk into the kitchen and eat a hostess pie...blackberry is the thing...and then i want another and another...this is so desperately complusive and there doesn't seemlike there are ways out of my mind's complusion....i gain weigh like pouing wter into a glass and still pour till it is overflowing and still pour til the sink is full...i have suffered all my life since childhood with an obsession about food....and i despise myself for being fat so when people make commoent about me or stare at me i know its because i am so big....it shocks me and disgusts me....it hides me inside walls of fat...and i am a prisoner of this eat binge eat again cycle......please give me some support cause i need to talk to other people who also suffer from this....thanks
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