I have an over-eating disorder. I can't stop myself from eating, you could chain the fridge closed and I'd either find a way in or find someone elses refrigerator. I've tried not buying food but now I'm married and I kindof have to feed spouse. I used to use diet pills like xenadrine, or ones from late night infomertials, tried excercise, works but now I'm too busy.I've tried illegal drugs, unfortunately, and that worked but it is sooo unhealthy and i hate it, it's disgusting to me and I feel so low for ever thinking THAT was a way out.I used to be bulimic for a while andI used to use laxatives alot. I have 3 month old daughter and full time job working 40+ hrs weekly. I binge when no one is around and just overeat when hubby is around. I know he loves me but how much longer is he gonna love me if I don't even love myself. I don't know how to stop myself from over-eating. I understand the philosophy of Eat to live don't live to eat, but I just can't DO it!
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